The journey to happiness...

friendship

2009-03-02T23:35:00.003+08:00

IT's snowing in moscow!

Finally i see snow falling from the sky... Omg... It's beautiful=)

I am going hongkong with my family... and guess what?!!! MY bestie is joining us... cant wait man....!

Why people just don't make the effort to make things right? Who doesn't want to be a better person? Who doesn't want things to be smooth? Who doesn't wanna be happy? Who doesn't do the wrong things?

But despite all have been done, do you actually ask YOURSELF? What is wrong? Why things don't work? Do you really forgive or forget? Or the problem lies with yourself?

Sometimes, life goes on... It's been a noisy world, with people passing by. I feel effort is made, you should know it more than myself. I don't ask for anything. I don't expect anything. How beautiful it will be if you could do something about it too?

But it's gone...

plan to be happy FAILED

2009-01-15T01:39:00.003+08:00

omg my roster sucks.

And i feel even suckier. OMG!

What a sway 09!

How sway can i be? Really is not good for dragon babies right?!!

From the first day of 09 sway until now...

And for that someone, Please spend sometime to think about it. Is this what you really want?
It's rather stupid, don't you think so? friends always have ups n downs. A decision like that isn't very right. I think for a very long time, it's still not very right. HOW? sigh. sad enough. Now sadder.

Went for a haircut and met bestie. the salmon at suntec sakae is.... not appetizing at all. Ohmy. Don't ever
try! The breadtalk opposite looks like a better alternative you see. Wheellock sakae is still the best!

BESTIE MAKES ME SMILE, REALLY. She's like an angel to me=)
and we always fail to watch a movie. There's too lil time.
Why time passes so fast?

And 85 with xinyi and joel. HAHAHA! really is..... so funny.....and so relaxing AFTER LETTING IT OUT! OMG!=)

What an nice song. Got me thinking about it.........
Another turning point;
A fork stuck in the road.
Time grabs you by the wrist;
Directs you where to go.
So make the best of this task and don't ask why.
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time.
It's something unpredictable
But in the end it's right
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs
And still frames in your mind.
Hang it on a shelf and good health and good time.
Tattoos of memories
And dead skin on trial.
For what it's worth, It was worth all the while.
It's something unpredictable
But in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So make the best of this task and don't ask why
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time.
It's something unpredictable
But in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life

Sad and happier!

2009-01-10T02:07:00.007+08:00

It's sad... It's really sad. And it hurts. Worst than you could imagine. HA! it's ironic ah.... Sometimes, the person you loved most is the one who hurt you the most. Ouch. BUT...............

I want to be a happier person.
I need to.
I will wake up happily everyday. The first thing i will do after reaching out to snooze my alarm is to SMILE!
No matter what i am doing, i will put my heart and soul in it, doing it, being happy for myself.
And i will be optismistic.
Read a magazine which says SIX REASONS TO BE HAPPY:
so think of
1. someone who loves you
2. someone you love
3. a time you were kind to someone
4. a time someone was kind to you
5. one thing you like about where you stay
6. a reason for you to be proud of Yourself

Let's spread a lil LOVE!
Let go of anger and guilt... We'll be happier. Even the slightest thing, smiling to a stranger makes someone's day happier, so why not?!

Life is full of ups and downs, but the meaning of joy, have to be discovered by yourself. Are you happy?

And to my lovely friend, hope that visit with the box of love in the middle of the night cheered you up. I love you lots. I don't have a lot of time but i always try my best. Hope you understand=) Actually, i'm always there, you know it. and i am happy=)

Met up with maya and fathiyah a lil while. Although it's awhile, but it makes me smile!

And meiwern too... Why she loves astons so much... because it's cheap? lol. But you know you have to queue freaking long! and they don't serve ice water for free! so bring your own water bottle! But the fish i had is too lil, maybe not enough for me!

And PEEPS! Go switzerland. It's a beautiful place. Got back from zurich. Oh my god. The swiss alps is amazing, breath-taking. I will upload photos soon. Remember to bring more warm clothings. It's too cold up in the mountains there. i went to tiltis mountain and luzern town. But it's like another world up there, just like heaven. But don't go on a sunday, the city is like a dead town. Nobody's around. Shops are closed. I think they are spending quality time on the weekends. Unlike the singapore culture, it's only more overtime over the weekends... And the snow along the sidewalks are all freezing so it's all frozen. be careful not to fall cause i fell lots of time!

Xinyi, finally we met and exchanged our presents! Hope you like yours! Someday waffles and tea again=) You r my best gossip partner!

And xinying, meetupsoon alright? come fetch me somemore leh.

Everyone, cheers to the new year 09! Lets grow up tgt and get old. hahaha... Life's easier when you are happier. Forget about 08! it's 09! HAPPY 09 guys! LOVE IS IN THE AIR!

bestie! we are meeting tmr!!! I need a hug from you! Gonna be a wonderful day again!

my life

2008-12-26T01:10:00.008+08:00

HEY!!!!

i am in milan now and i am blogging the previous trip to milan which is like a week ago only!

Anyway, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

There wasnt any xmas mood here. People probably gathered in their homes as all are lightly lit with xmas tree...

And i'm spending xmas alone sleeping in this cold hotel room...

But thanks to those who msged me!

Milan again but it was good... with nice people=)

Look at this! the wide varieties of pastries in the hypermart!
It was cold... very cold!

Raining everyday which makes the it even colder!

This is a xmas tree, IT IS REALLY TREE... the real tree!

Galleria when it's dark=) But its only 5pm... This is call daylight saving!

Meeting up with Bestie is always =).

And the pretties...

At sakae sushi... And now we know, the buffet starts at 3pm.... you can save alot!

vancouver

2008-11-28T17:52:00.004+08:00

I am stuck in VANCOUVER! I kept vomiting and having diahorrea! I miss singapore, i wish i can have a bowl of congee. But whatever i eat seems to be rejected by the stomach of mine. I am so alone....... And its so cold over here. I must be strong... =( But the good thing is, i saw snow=)

seoul

2008-11-23T19:30:00.003+08:00

I am in SEOUL. It's so cold over here. The hotel is decorated with christmas lighting. CHRISTMAS is coming! I love this holiday season=) Touched down and went to eat shutofu. Its so nice cause its damn hot... and the saba fish,... SATISFIED!

headed to myeondong today... it's like sg orchard road... gotta go to vancouver tmr... I love my hotel room. got free mobile phone for local calls and LCD screen TV. How good is this!

a big change.

2008-11-18T23:45:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired, mentally and physically.

And i'm moving house real soon. Tell me how to pack...

Jordan's 21st

2008-11-14T15:29:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Jordan!!!

Had a steamboat gathering at tian tian steamboat. The soup is really GOOD!!! And there are a wide varieties of food you can choose from. Steamboat anyone?

I love steamboat, especially with people you love. And it was another happy day with them=) I miss poly days!

Krispy Kreme is my LOVE!

Managed to surprised him with apple strudel as the cake.

liew's 20 bdae

2008-11-14T14:34:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday My dearest creamy=)

Guess what is this? It's so yummy nice!!!!

i'm sorry that i'm not there on your actual bdae to share the happiness with you. But i hope you enjoyed the post-celebration.

iloveyou.

ilovebestie!

2008-11-06T01:49:00.001+08:00

I love Bestie! hahahahahahahhaha......

Girls night out

2008-10-16T17:34:00.002+08:00

Felicia picked me up with zhen and qin...with her red car! i love red!

headed to ecp hongkong cafe... had so much laughter... like what we used to do everyday in poly... Those were the days!

Bought some coffee for Angel who is at house mugging hard for her test. So now... Is studying a good thing?

Lacking of ideas on where to go cause it was a monday night... feli just drove to where her hearts lead her to... hahaha sounds cheesy eh... And we saw road block! So exciting UH! Drove past it, nothing happened... hahaha...

So geylang for some tou hua... I think i'm getting fatter. And i slept straight after i got home!

It's always the same people making me feel contented, at least i'm not alone that feeling... I'm glad to have you guys... Love you all MWAKS!

2standbyS

2008-10-16T16:39:00.002+08:00

I have been rotting for the past 2 days waiting for a phone call.

I really hate this... WHy i feel so siaN.... like super sian.....

being a potato couch, sleeping and eating.

I could have do more productive stuffs with these 2 full days right?

And i promise to try to make things better! I don't want anything to end. cause all of you means too much to me! Mindy mindy You can do it!=)

sickY allan

2008-10-15T15:44:00.005+08:00

This is sicky allan...

Knowing that he is having high fever, Bestie suggested MAXIM might cure him...

And wow! It's true... GUYSSSSSS.... are all the same.

His whole family looks alike man. Even his cousins...

My creamy bdae is coming! 28th of OCTOBER!!! But like usual, i won't be in singapore...

This is what i have to sacrifice....

Life is such, isnt it?

You are born.

You cried at the slightest thing and laugh at the sillest thing...

You play stupid games. You go to school.

You failed your exams, you took part in your school sports day, you love excersions.

You hate exams. You love holidays.

You want to grow up.

Going through the stages of kindergarten, primary, secondary,tertiary and if your are smart, prolly University.

You like the boy in the other class.

You study. You passed then you graduated.

You met new friends. You fall in love.

At many points of your life, you feel emotions, many emotions... then...

You got a job. Always unsatisfied though. Like all humans.

You love money. Who don't? You get married.

A house, A couple of children, A car and the list goes on...

Then you grew old...

and finally the time of your life have reached.

Life. Uh-huh... So what is it about?

Life is such, isn't it?

I think i am a human, always unsatisfied=)

Milan-Barcelona

2008-10-10T01:07:00.024+08:00

MILAN- the place of romance

SPAG MARINARA
SEAFOOD PIZZA
headed to duomo with the girls...
Their trams.
And

Vittorio Emanuele Gallery
All the branded shops are here. One stop avenue and you get everything!

Gucci, Prada, Chanel, Hermes, LV, Bvlgari, everthing..........

The place where all the pigeons are... Like a pigeons' orchard road you know... hahahaha thousands of them!
Hey that little boy is looking at me! hahaa.... i'm too old for you lah.

GELATO! tasted like the one in singapore.
ice creams=)

what must you buy in milan? Answer: Gucci. HAHAHAHA!

Woke up at 5am! ARGh! It's so tiring cause we are going to venice!

This 3 hours plus train ride costs $30 euros!

Ladies and Gentleman... This is VENICE!

Masks are everywhere!

A painter and his work... so venice right?

Lunching at one of the restuarants...

OH! I LOVE TIRAMISU! Their tiramisu is fabulous!!!!

The FO.

Basilica di San Marco

Doge's Palace
St's Mark square

What is venice without Gondole? But too bad, i didnt get the chance to take one... It was too crowded on a sunday... But it's more romantic to take with your loved ones...

The man rowing the boat supposed to sing. Apparently, i hearsay from others that they rather they don't sing... hahaha guess why!

The tide of the waters is really high. Is venice really sinking?

Isn't this pretty?

Heineken are cheaper than cola there! So i had heineken...

Two pretty Lil Italians girl=) they pose better than me!

All i wish is to meet nice people...

OH SO CUTE!!! But my bell bell is cuter!

The picture you see behind is made up of many lil tiles... The art of the ancients.

Oh MY God. these are heavens... And i bought TIRAMISU back all the way from milan.. Want some?

F1

2008-10-10T00:36:00.006+08:00

GRAND PRIX

I cant even see a thing. And you might go deaf without the aid of the ear plugs!

And the most expensive orh lua i ever seen there ... $10 per plate.

sigh

2008-09-30T21:52:00.001+08:00

I AM EMO!

I really hate it. AHHHH!

sigh

2008-09-16T18:51:00.003+08:00

Omg... You know what!

I'm on standby for today! and its 7pm now and i ahve been lying and slacking around waiting for something to happen! And that 'something' is a phone call to activate. How i wish YOU don't call.
5 more hours to FREEEEEEdom.

I love just doing nothing nowadays, wasting my bloody time.

I feel happiness yet sadness. WHY? Oh come on MINDY! You are so idiot. I think i sucks sometimes.

Part and parcel of growing up i think. But it's sad come to think of it. People have their own lives, chasing their own dreams, doing their own things. It's always nice to stay in contact but its impossible lah! But i think i won't be sad anymore that everything changes. Cause i must grow up! I'm 21 next year! Oh shit... I havent achieve anything! such a loser i am. I wanna study............. But when i start to study, i think i will just complain again. Opening a Shop and be a LAO BAN NIANG sounds nice right... jeslyn jeslyn, do you think we can make it? ahhaa Sigh! LIFE.

and ohhh, random stuffs, i love snowskin mooncakes. But why one mooncake seems so overpriced when it's so fattening!

I'm Dreading the next thing. Guess what.... 4hrs and 30mins more.

meetup!

2008-09-16T16:16:00.007+08:00

Meetup with people i missed so much!!!

For those who cant make it, I miss you alot too!!! Like fazila, karen, gabriel, shumei!

It's so fun!!!!!!!!!!!

Meeting up after so long. I miss those days of bitching and gossiping.

Sometimes, my job makes it difficult to meet ppl i missed. But i wonder ppl whom i miss missed me too?

I don't have a choice, do i?

Time passes so fast... and i don't even know.

seoul-sfo

2008-08-30T23:41:00.012+08:00

I'm always sick when i do long flts... I hate the feeling of being sick overseas! Like i'm dying but no one there!

This is San Francisco! Nice weather! Sunny yet windy.

And the cheesecake factory there is OMG! I'm missing my mudslide oreo cheesecake=/

Our waiter for the day.
Shopping is so fun!!! I just shop shop shop and shop... for ppl and for myself. esp for bestie eh...

Meet up with shumei but she's v sick. poor thing... She changed so much currency but she didnt spend any! I can help you!!!

The long road to golden gate bridge
We took a tram and walked then changed to another tram and walked....
And there we are!

For those who are going, please bring yr jacket cause its freaking cold. I was shivering all the way. Could have walked to the other end! Apparently, everyone seems to be holdiong onto a jacket except me!

Look at the wind. It's chilly!

i love the feeling of coming back home, especially the moment the nose gear hit the land of SG=)

Dubai

2008-08-30T23:25:00.015+08:00

Istanbul

Visited The Blue Mosque...

The structure of this mosque is beautiful. It is named Blue Mosque because of it's blue interior. Unfortunately, we didnt managed to go in cause they are having prayers when we are there!=(

There are alot of small push carts along the streets selling corns and there are two choices, roasted or steamed. Tried both and all i can say it's like eating a 1000 year old corns! You know what is 'lao hong' in hokkien?!! hahaha...

Headed to St. Sophia which is directly opposite the Blue Mosque

Turkish and Singaporeans!

The grand bazaar sells silk, carpets and stuffs.

The view from my hotel room.

Dubai desert

Joined the tour group. 2 of my colleagues and 4 of the other tourists. Took the jeep and headed to the desert, the ride took around 2 hours! And the whole ride is so bumpy! Initially, everyone was screaming and shouting, wooo and waaaaaaa. Then it became so quiet cause all of us felt like vomiting!

AND pearlyn!!! So happy to see her there. She knocked on my door early in the morning!

After i got back fown this long trip, i was suffering from food poisoning! agh! wASTED MY OFF DAYS=)

Dubai-Istanbul

2008-08-08T02:20:00.004+08:00

Finally, after 8 days of flight, checking in and checking out, flying from sin to dubai to istanbul to dubai! AND I'M GOING HOME NOW!!! I'm checking out in 30 mins time. I miss singapore food. I'm having indian food everyday. Although it is nice but too much isn't an enjoyment eh... The weather at dubai is still so hot, it's not humid. it's HOT! I pity those construction workers working so hard in this harsh weather=/

And today is National Day!! SO happy national day singaporean!!! SEE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!

Bestie bdae

2008-08-05T23:54:00.012+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so sorry that i can't spend the actual day with you. But i'm sure you had fun too?! Hope you enjoyed the birthday celebration for you and the lil surprise=) May your life filled with fun happiness and bliss. May good health, wealth and luck be yours. Besties forever! Loveyou.

Was late meeting bestie, she waited at thai express for i dunno how long cause i went to buy cake ok! Met up with jas and headed to PS. And bestie saw the cake from the beginning!=( You can act like you nvr see right! You ruin your own surprise!

The two girls arived just when we going to finish our food. Apparently, they were lost at suntec and waited at the wrong bus stop. Two tortises of mine! Had dinner at thai express and headed to cake cutting session at Giraffe. I suggested people who go there to choose the seats inside. Cause the outdoor sitting is like suana.

I'm happy to see your smile=)

Cheers for our friendship!!!

We are waiting for 12midnight to come and jaslyn nearly fell alseep.LOL
Ling ordered a margarita and it's like bitter gourd juice!

Greeny and...
Reddy.

The 12 am SURPRISE! Weiyi, thanks for rushing=) Happy lovely 20th to BESTIE!

One nice day

2008-08-05T23:34:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASLYN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hope you enjoyed your big bdae celebration at Waruku with all your lovely friends. I'm proud to be your bestfriend. May your studies excel in NTU. I will definitely be there on your graduation day!!! Good luck and i'll always be there for you. Happy sweet 20 once again!

One sweet day with my bestie.
At MOF. Nice food, Nice weather, Nice atomsphere and nice company. What else would be better than a day like this?

After dinner and some shopping, we had our second dinner!

Toastbox. Er the food is nt very nice=(

At Dubai

2008-08-05T21:52:00.005+08:00

Dubai is so hot so hot so so hot. 40 degrees like that. And i'm so happy!!! Cause Pearlyn is here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wished you could stay longer, I'm sure u're at Sg now! I MISS YOU!

I'm going to sleep now. Byeeeeeeeeee

Headd to the city centre and had our lunch=)

AUCKLAND

2008-07-30T00:04:00.006+08:00

Auckland is REALLY cold... And when i say cold, it's REALLY COLD!!! You wouldnt wanna go out at all.

MEET up with my loves!

HAHAA! we went into MANGO and we thought it looked very nice. After we tried, it just sucks!

STARBUCKS to CHILL!

She think she looked very funny.
Ling came my house and surprise me with her HAIR!
hahahaaaaa... CREAMY, you never fails to make me laugh with your hairstyle!
LOVE YOU LOADS!

I love days like this...

Naoya

2008-07-23T17:14:00.011+08:00

Had dinner at Hyatt with vanessa=)

Thanks for fetching me from the airport!

I hate buffet, cause i always felt like vomiting after that. hahaaaa...

NAGOYA.

I was totally drained. After the night fltight, after unpacking at the hotel, I went straight out with two nice people!

Japan really have complicated subway.

We sat at the wrong seats which were reserved for needy passenegrs. OPPS!

SUMO!
The weather was crazy, i just cannot stop sweating!

He looked like as drained as I am=)
Ladies were wearing kimono around the streets.
Didnt sleep for 24 hours! I shop like crazy... BLUE LABEL , 100 yen shop, and muji!!

Meet up with skinny on some random day. Watched some random movie which she was laughing throughout the whole movie... And IT'S NOT FUNNY AT ALL!!!

The RANGERS were back again!!!

thank you for the birthday cake!

GOOD LUCK!!! Study hard ok four of YOU!!! Get first class honours!!=)

Amsterdam2

2008-07-18T01:49:00.014+08:00

AMSTERDAM AGAIN!
However, it's fun cause i met nice people- Cheryl and Yingying. I really enjoyed this trip! It was a fruitful trip.

We took the tram to central station and the subway to Roogik.

It's so serene. I love the smell of countryside. You can smell chocolate, lavender, roses.

LAVENDER!

Love ducks=)

The Cheese factory!

I have learnt that 10 litres of milk is used to make 1 litre of cheese.

Then the windmills.

With the dutch girl.

Ending the day with steak and wine=)

I still miss the moon in Singapore.

Maldives

2008-07-04T16:46:00.011+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!

A big thank you for those who msging me and thank you so much for your wishes. I'm 20! As i grow older, i realised, lesser people will remember your birthday. So every msg means alot alot to me!

The big turn from 19 to 20 seems so important to many people. But i spend 3/4 of my birthday on flight. It's so pathetic eh? In the past, birthdays is the day i love the most, thinking of what will happen, how many presents i will get, who will be the first to msg me, how many surprises and cakes i will get.

BUT NOW, these doesnt mattered anymore. OR should i say i expect alot in the past. We are growing up everyday, life is changing every moment. A msg can bring a smile on my face. A hug can brighten my day. A call can keep my heart so warm. Thanks for those who constantly reminded me your are here. Your presence keeps me going. And on my 20th birthday, surprises and presents do not matter anymore. THANK YOU for those who celebrated for me and the effort to wish me. I'm really very thankful.

Life have been very hectic. I have been deprived of sleep.

Happiness. Loneliness. Sadness. Scared. Anxiety. Exhausted. Breathless. Excited. These are all the emotions i'm feeling all these while. I don't have time to pen down my thoughts and experiences. But pictures say a thousand words RIGHT?!

I love my off days! And I love people who constantly gave me encouragement. The thought of YOU people make me smile. I don't have to say it, but please know it. We don't have the time to thank everyone and show love to everyone you love. But time can tell=)

I have learnt alot. But growing up is scary. It's more than what you can imagine especially in this real world. Being alone. I hate it. But we don't have a choice. All of us are ageing each and everyday. And everyday counts. And i want to love each day.

Rented the snokerling gear and underwater camera and to the waters, here we go!

If you look closely, there are really ALOT of fishes in this photo!!!

Snokerling is fun! It's the drinking seawater part that is killing me. I used my flippers and stood on the corals to catch my breath. Am i killing the corals? Ok i felt bad. But without doing that, i might die=( HOW!

I LOVE BABY SHARKS!!

2008-06-29T16:54:00.004+08:00

DEAREST FRIENDS OF MINDY TAN,

Please msg me if you can. Cause i really feel so lonely in my lil room in the big hotel.

KRISPY KREME!!

GUESS WHERE IS THIS?

MEETUPS

2008-06-23T02:45:00.007+08:00

LIFE!

Life is passing so fast. It's been half a year.

My miss sunshine=)

I'm sick of everything... I have no motivation, i am dreading every single day. HOWWWW!

Amsterdam

2008-06-23T02:35:00.004+08:00

Beautiful! But i think Singapore is nice=)

MISSINg those days

2008-05-25T17:02:00.011+08:00

The silliest thing we do tgt. OMG, Pearlyn!!!!

As we go on............................ we remember all the time we've spend together=)

Hui Chun

Edwin Jeslyn Maya Joyce LIM ME Pearlyn ShuMei HuiChun Fathiyah Fazila Sherlynn ShuShan

Sherlynn

Seoul

2008-05-25T16:47:00.003+08:00

TRIP TO SEOUL. I MISS YOU PEARLYN!!!!!! I MISS YOU MY ASSHEAD FRIEND! AH!!!

The best donuts ever!

why time passes so fast? where is my monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday and my enjoyable weekends?

grad day

2008-05-25T15:12:00.009+08:00

FINALLY!!! GRADUATION DAY!!!

they are ALL MY LOVES, my wonderful people. my ranger girls<3

Happy mothers' day!

Had lunch at poeny jade or sth at clarke quay. So coincidentally, i bumped into vanessa when i had supper with her the previous night. Singapore is too small!

sia

2008-04-27T17:03:00.015+08:00

Everyday is a tiring day. But SCHOOL is fun, yet stressful! I knowi'm repeating the same thing everytime, but this is how my life is going. BEAR WITH ME! BEAR WITH ME!OR should i close down this blog?

Anyway, i just wanna say I AM FEELING EMO! Probably it's the hectic and speedy lifestyle i am going through which makes me feel down. Alot of things aren't within my control. However, i really hope i can change things the way i want it to be. I feel so helpless, but what can i do? I still can't accept it although i will try to adapt to it. DO YOU KNOW WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT? haha, anyway, i am proud to say my bestfriend JAS got into NTU! CONGRATS!!!! Bestie, take care of yourself, you know i'm always there right? HUgs! CREAM, you r such an idiot. i nvr met for ages already! You are making me missing you like mad. I WANNA SEE YOU SOON! and meiwern, hope your work is fine! Meet up after eugene go army k? i miss alot alot of friends, van, xinying, allan! Lol. And where is my rangers? i miss all of you...!

Happy Birthday to lil Angel who is 20! HUGGIES! Midnight surprise for her!

A sat day out with my sweets.

LOVE EACH DAY, always!

LIFE

2008-04-21T21:14:00.015+08:00

This is what i have been doing. Life is very hectic. I guessed it's the same for everyone who is working. And i'm sotired everyday! I wanna meet all my friendsssssssssssssss!!! I MISS ALL OF YOU!!!

I'm sorry i might not have enough time for you, my friends. But i will try my best to make time for you all. i love you all, please know that. I'm so sorry. I really miss all of you, i do!

i miss them!

dear zhen! My bestie!

look at her face!

She's my second pei zhen=)
VERY CANDID! but it's cute right, pearl? lol

955 girls.

She's my cock face partner. And my buddy.
this is delicious!

This is funny...

tis is sweet!

FUN

2008-03-31T19:52:00.016+08:00

Photos first. Blog later! CIAOs! I'm loving each day=) imissallmybestiesandrangers.

Busy Life

2008-03-23T16:50:00.010+08:00

Class 955 headed to simpang after class. All girls night=) i'm SO tired!

With pearlyn

pearlyn and huichun

asshead and cockface we have. lol

Visited grandma at ttsh. Everything is gonna be alright. Hugs grandma! And vain pot qiqi. Just like her cousin, ME. LOL

Headed down to meet the RANGERS. Full attendance today! Catch up at the cheesecake cafe. I love earl grey tea! We sat at the smoking area cause that's the only seats available. And i think we all will die young after sitting beside a group of smokers! All i can smell is ....................! "phew"! As usual, sweet pei zhen made everyone an easter egg. LOL! And i love my rangers. VERY EXTREMELY SUPPORTIVE FRIENDS. lol! let's continue the fun on 12 april=) I LOVE MY WONDERFUL 6 RANGERS!!!

This is a cheesecake. lol

Angel left and therest of us headed to Bedok 85 for more fattening food.

Jordan is so petty. He didnt wanna take anymore photos cause we did not want to take with him previously. =/

SATURDAY

Meet up with jaslyn in town. Enjoyed my day! Hugsssssssssssss~!!!

Love Each Day

Waterhorse

2008-03-22T02:29:00.002+08:00

WATERHORSE make me sleep. Meet rangers except the purple one at THE CATHAY last last saturday. Catch up and made my day. Love all of you!

Life

2008-03-13T19:01:00.003+08:00

I have so many things to say,
I have so many things to do,

Life. At different points of your life, you can see a big difference. It is the turning point for everyone of us. It would probably be the time whereby some people will stay and some people will leave. We will then meet new people. This is life. People whom you want to hold dearly will be there. And you will realised people who are true gets lesser at every turning point. This is not because people gets more cunning when they grow older. It's just cause we have a barrier against others as FEAR grew inside us. You may not know if they are true or putting a pretence in your existence. You might have just mixed and trusted the wong people whom you think is the best to you. It's scary though, to see this happening. And this FEAR will not subsides, it just grow stronger and stronger...

Strong. Mentally strong. Whaveter happens, you have only one life. Everyyonehave to be strong. Tell yourself everything is going to be alright. BEing strong will helps you to get through all hurdles in life. It's all bout being strong and give yourself a pat and smile at the end of the day. Why are we living is cause we have a LIFE. So cherish your life and love each day.

True friends. I am blessed. I am fortunate to have alot of true friends in this life. People who truly care for me. People who are there to hear me out and listen to me. People who are there to cheer me up. People who are there who laughed and cried with me. People who are there to give me a hug, to let me know everything's gonna be alright. People who are there to show me how to love each day. People who let me know i will never be alone. And i am sure you all know who you are. I need all of you to continue loving me cause all of you mean alot to me.

Family. They are the ones who are with us all the time. But we spend lesser time with them than with others. Afterall, when you have left with nothing in this world, only your family members will be there and they are your closest kins. They will never abandon you. And they are the ones whom will accept for what we are. Most importantly, they are the ones who stayed with us at every turning point. So let's tell them and let them know, you love them.

I just want to tell people whom i love and loves me, i love all of you.

Outing with xy

2008-03-13T18:52:00.002+08:00

040308 outing with lovely xinying... Huggies! Thank you!

Gelare is a loves on every tuesday. Hopefully, there is a half price on mon, wed, thur, fri, sat and sun too! Then i'd love it every single day!
There's so many reasons to smile=)

A day i won't forget...

2008-03-05T14:50:00.007+08:00

2/3/08 A memorable SUNDAY planned by my lifetime besties. i know this entry come abit late. But hahaha... good things r meant to be waited=)

those silly girls lied to me that they are having a swimming gathering at stella's condo. But i was the only one who brought my swimming suits and even goggles. Instead, they planned a SURPRISE BBQ!

It was raining very heavily but that's make us more eager about the surprise bbq. Thank you so much my dearies... The commencement of another beginning would definitely be a good one with all of your support. Love you girls lots!!!

and i love honeyed-wings! And the soft marshmallows jas made!

Due to the heavy rain, bestie brought her toaster and deep fryer down.
she's very good in cleaning up! Good wife leh aljt. lol

can u see her make up?
my lovely creamy
pretty meiwern after dolling up by bestie=)
my sweet and really not fat jaslynmy funny and cute bestie

miss fryer.
this photo says it all. Can you guess the three letter word? I heart oil("you" in chinese).

Today is really a happy day and makes me wanting to do my best for my future cause i have this 4 girls in my life. I'm so touched. I'm so thankful to have all of you.

Love Each Day!

Outing with bestie and cream

2008-03-05T02:34:00.010+08:00

Thursday 29/2/08

Actually, I forgot what happened that day... So these are the photos...

Ministry of food at marina square! the food there really have good standards! The ramen is damn good!

My favourites! i love snails! YUMMY!

Headed to esplanade for dessert. CHOCOLATE FONDUE AT MAX BRENNER!

However, liling have cravings for bbq marshmallows, and she tried to put her lil marshmallows over the small candle flames. GUESS WHAT!!!

IT CAUGHT FIRE!!!! WAHAHAHAHA!!! AND it was BURNT, instead of bbq!

LMAO! Yes, this is my bestfriend, creamy greeny ling!
A squeeze for loving you<3>
Opps! did we kissed?

Then then then.... to satisfied our cravings for 'harms' ! We headed to simpang bedok... Tell me i'm getting fatter aldy please, cause i can't, just can't stop feeding my stomach!

out with xinying

2008-03-05T02:11:00.007+08:00

Wednesday 27/2/08

Fetched xinying up and went to parkway. Had katong laska and a catch up session on one of the big rocks at east coast. Thanks sweets=)

Amazingly, my mum didnt reprimand me for the accident yesterday. However, it scare the hell outta me when she found out abt it. Cause i tried to hide it from her=/

Dinner with serene and mummy at popeye at the airport then headed to fetch my brother from SIM. It was my first time visiting both places though! I feel KFC is still the best! Esp the skin! LOL.

It's smaller than TP!

Good luck brother for your exams!

Out with feli and ohq

2008-02-29T02:10:00.008+08:00

Tuesday 26/2/08

Had lunch and went praying with my sister and headed to picked huiqin and felicia out.

Had a good laugh!!!! Very good laugh!!! Felicia and Huiqin can make ppl laugh hysterically!

As huiqin remembered that the natas fair is situated at suntec, we headed there and found it was located at expo instead. OIL IS DAMN EXPENSIVE! So we didnt go, had dessert and chit chat, bout life and had our life fortunes discussed. feli, rmb our mahjong session when we grow old ok? And huiqin, better keep in touch with me and feli horr, if not you will regret cause ... you know why. lol

OHYA! Had my car crashed when parking at suntec. It's minor but to me it's serious! Cause it's a HUGE $$$ of damages. damn! A lack of negligence can costs you $$$!!! Makes me hate driving from that day onwards=(

BUGIS FOR DESSERT

I'm going to take down this PLATE soon! YAY!

I love Green and Orange rangers! I enjoyed my day=)

BESTIES!

2008-02-28T02:10:00.014+08:00

Monday 25/2/08

it was a fun fun fun fun time!

Picked up my creamy and werny up den headed to old kallang airport for lunch. The hawker was really full of stalls filled with advertisment and awards. Had wan ton mee. It's was normal la..... And same to the famous rojak.

so candid!

Her orange shirt somehow seems to camouflage with the orange railings behind=)

Headed to fetch bestie from school. Then we went to..........................................

HOLLAND VILLAGE!!! Apparently, i was lost on the way there. And we kept going in circles, with two girls behind shouting and screaming=/ Guess who is the two girls?

This ice cream shop allows you to choose your ice cream of and mix with stuffs like malteses, snickers, ferrero rocher, strawberries and alot more of your own choices.

Then we saw him... and we didnt really requested for this photo leh! it was him.... hahaha...

my loves.

Then due to our glutton nature, we headed for thai express...

The soft shell crab is ZHI DE!!!
Whereas, the toufu & mushroom salad tasted abit.... er................ I think smelly beancurd is nice than this! so BU ZHI DE!!!

Tom yam Seafood glass noodles is still the BEST!

And yes, have you guessed correctly? It's those two behind=)

And our stomach are still not very satisfied! So Geylang for Rochor beancurd...

Sent them home. Nice sun set=)

Ling came to my hse

We love bell bell!!!

I'm satisfied with true friends around me. I felt so loved everyday. Without them, i wouldn't love each day. Spending time with them makes my day!!!

Airshow

2008-02-25T21:42:00.012+08:00

SATURDAY
Supposed to meet Bestie at 11. But she reached approximately ard 12=/ should be titled LATE QUEEN seriously. While waiting, a lady accidentally spill her whole cup of pepsi on my feet. Sigh! Headed to the Singapore Airshow 08 by cab . Cause the queue at pasir ris for shuttle bus is awfully LONG! it's OMG long! The queue started from the end of the interchange to mac and back again, thats not the end! It goes around white sands mall somemore! Ohmygod. Crowds make one's patience expectionally bad. People are pushing around. You cannot help it when your mood just turns bad with situations like this. Took a cab in with my sister and her friend instead. Hearsay it will cost $50 for every entry of a car. Cab fare is ard $30 when we reached there cause the roads to the airshow is terribly congested!

Missed out the black knights f16 and e others. Just walked around the exhibition and winna is working there. What's the most intolerable is the humid weather! But the aircraft is worth the visit cause this only happens once every two years if i'm not wrong. To and fro contributed to nearly 4 hours of time wasted. The infuriating part is they did not check the tickets! This means you could have got in without buying a $20 ticket. I really pity people who buy it like my sister. TSK! Bleah, luckily mine's free cause Bestie is working there (",)

He's REAL!

We are sweaty and smelly=/

sentosa with lll and jas

2008-02-22T16:09:00.021+08:00

THURSDAY OUT!

Picked ling out and headed to fetch jas. It's been like donkey months since i saw my dearest cream! She's been sick for days and she hibernate herself at home. I wondered why she can tahan staying at home without feeling bored. Nevertheless, i'm so happyyyyyy to see my one and only creamy greeny ling.

And one thing that shocked me. Somehow, i find that she have changed in appearance wise. So out of curosity, i asked when is she taking out her braces... She kept quiet and i looked at her. Then she showed me her teeth. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She took her braces out without telling us! Ohmygod. pretty girl already=)

Drove down to SENTOSA for some sun tanning!!! The sun is BIG and BRIGHT! And the weather is so good. Parked and took the tram to siloso beach. Jaslyn made us some sandwiches. Started our tanning session at siloso beach. Wanted to go cafe del mar but it's closed. So we just lie on the mat for an hour. However, it seems that the sun is pretty strong yesterday. We are getting sun burn instead of sun tan! Like chao ta liddat! Both of us are reddish! I think jas case is more serious cause she went to apply sun tan lotion somemore. LOL. Sicky liling just sat in the hut reading magazine cause she's suffering from heatstroke for the past few days=/ And there's a angmoh who sun tanned nakedly, OPPS!

SAW IT? LOL

Left SENTOSA and we took a walk and a breather at Mount Faber. Beautiful day<3

Down to Joo Chiat for lunch. Then we were deciding where to go for some dessert. So we headed to Bugis and there's no parking slots. Singapore is seriously very congested everywhere. So we U-turn to tanjong rhu, the lighthouse cosy bay, ARGH! It isn't open! Well, finally we decided on ONE fullerton. So headed there and have some afternoon coffee. The parking fees at one fullerton SHOCKED me totally! It's nearly $9 when we are there for only barely 2 hours! Parking and Petrol costs are a killer for drivers!

She said she ordered ice lemon tea cause e cup looks nice, but she regretted it cause the drink sucks.

omg. NICE RED FERRARI!

We love to enjoy LIFE=) i love my cream, i love my jas. thanks for being so important in my life! friends for life!

We drove past by this 6 times! Gonna take it when it's open to public!

I can't wait for 6th March. But i'm afraid of it too. And oh shit, i have not pay my jaywalking fines!

I look like a red lobster now, But it's alright i love red=)

LIFE

2008-02-21T23:14:00.003+08:00

"Never explain yourself to anyone.
Because the person who likes you doesn't need it.
And the person who dislikes you won't believe it."

"We make them cry who care for us.
We cry for those who never care for us.
And we care for those who will never cry for us.
This is the truth of life. It is strange but true. Once you realised this, it's never too late to change."

"Time is like a river.
You cannot touch the same water twice,
because the flow that has passed will never pass again.
Enjoy every moment of life..."

meetup with xinyi

2008-02-21T21:00:00.010+08:00

wednesday

Picked xinyi up and parked at wisma atria. Shopped ard at far east and had some afternoon tea. saw kelly pan jia li at there. Headed down to dempsey hill and enjoy the evening breeze with ben&jerry. ohya, saw kym ng filming at there too. Catch up alot and i've enjoyed myself. Thanks for making my day, girl!=) Anyway, we need to find sometime to have our evening jog if not we r growing horizontally if you noticed=/ lol but let's have supper after that!<3

It's been so humid recently! i'm having heatstroke. And my body is dehydrating, my lips were cracking and no matter how much litres of water i drink doesn't help! omg, i need to stay at home instead of running around Singapore. drink more water peeps!

CONGRATULATIONS RUDY CHANDRA!!! Finally, you have plucked up the courage to ask the four golden words which is, 'will you marry me?' Ohmygod. I wish greatest happiness in this world and may you have a blissful marriage. Thanks for inviting but your wedding is in indonesia, couldn't attend it then. But I'm happy for you for your greatest moment in life=)

School may have ended, but there's no ending to great friendship=)

ktV and blading

2008-02-20T01:30:00.010+08:00

East coast-ed with my jas.

It's been a long time since i blade. Fortunately, we have our own blades. Fetched her and down to ecp. Lovely weather with my lovely bestfriend. Everything seems so perfect=) I don't want my holidays to end. I have been enoying every moment since the school ended. I love the way my life is now although i feel like a bum sometimes. Lol, i'm busy loving life=)

Jaslyn held onto me tight for the whole blading journey in fear i would fall. She said, 'I will never let you fall" how can i be unhappy bout life man when i feel so loved! Awwww~ i'm gonna get diabetes if my frens became so sweet to me. we talked bout everything we can think of. hugs for listening and talking!

had Gelare to satisfy our ice-cream crave since it's a tuesday! HALF PRICE! Sorry, we r typical kiasu singaporean. YAY! I love the beach but i don't like the sand. get what i mean? lol.

Sometimes, I stopped and think, and i realised time can prove everything in this world. Now is alrdy 2008, see how time flies... have you achieve anything in life till now? I think i did=) And let's always strive to be a better person but be satisfied with what you have now=)

Got changed....

... into this=)

Had a flesh-less coconut.

These two boys kept looking at us. HAHA

Monday 18/2/08

Ktv-ed with rangers. Pei zhen sang the least. Feli sang all sad songs happily! Huiqin and jordan sang couple songs beautifully! Too bad angel and yao qing didn't make it. Rangers should come up with rules and regulations! Those who did not participate in rangers activities for more than twice consecutively will be fined up to a maximum of $100!

Happy singer

Wanted to go chomp chomp but i didn't know the road so we headed to bugis and feli left shortly. ohya, people who needs to leave early also will be fined up to a maximum of $20. haha, feli, er.... take notice k?

Had dinner at hongkong cafe and drove the girls back. Ohmygod, i hate traffic jams. Makes me wanna puke! But i wanna thank all drivers who gave way to me on the roads. And Thanks all drivers who didn't give way cause i have learnt how to be more aggressive now! Drivers on the road, see you!!!

weekends with bestie

2008-02-17T01:11:00.014+08:00

Bestie Days!

went out with my lovely bestie again. i rmb during old school days, we meet 7 days a week, like sweet lovers. and i'm really in love with her. Had piano and fetched her. Sengkang's roads is terrible! All looks similar to me!!! And i kept going round in circles yet i really cannot firgure out where's her hse! headed to bugis which is so far from sengkang! bestie treated me crystal jade and you ppl should try the egg yolk prawns! tastes like heaven! Prayed at the crowded temple and headed to siglap for some cheesecake which is still close unfortunately. what a wasted trip, petrol is expensive eh! Drove her home and fetched pei zhen den joo seng. And that place is really pathetic. There's no buses going there and the houses are damn deep in. Houses refering to HDBs flats! I wondered how residents live there without any buses catering that area=/

"True friends is enough to keep me happy and contented for a lifetime"

Saturday

OHMYGOD!

bestie made a heart-shaped cards with her sweet sweets love. and there's literally SWEETS on it=) Thanks my lovely. And happy Valentine's day which is happy friendship day. Thanks for every word which touches my heart. Had dinner imperial treasure restuarant. the usual stuffs, xiao long bao, dumplings and noodles. There was an angmoh which dunno chinese who kept saying he wants prawns, so the waitress sort of recommend him some of the famous, but prolly expensive range of food. And he just kept nodding yes yess yess! Lol. good luck to his wallet!

HYATT for dessert. Strawberry Cheesecake is LOVES! ilovesaturdays<3

someone is peeping!
tastes like heaven.

sweets=)

Drive stella

2008-02-15T23:41:00.005+08:00

Fetched bestie from school and headed to fetch jas and allan. they said i drove like initial-d. But i guessed e longer u are on the roads, other cars always seems to drive slowly. hahaa and i love to drift!=)

All of us couldnt figure the way to newton circus and we ended up wasting oil and natural resources by cruising around this lil island. Gave up and had dinner in town. Then siglap. Jas n me had cheesy escargots. i've always love snails. they are so nice, nicest thing for snacks. lol! am i too cruel=( bestie and allan had alcohol. I am a good driver, so i drink iced water lor. The infamous drinker who can't drink got real RED. That's my bestie. She looked like a fresh tomato after one glass of alcohol. Aiyo! i'm abit better than you! i can drink at least two. haha

Sent them home=) Petrol is damn expensive. tsk! Oh ya! i seriously hate to tear parking coupons. i have wasted tonnes of money cause of tearing the wrong number! Ahhhhh!

That's scary! Who's that long hand belongs to?

Both are my bestfriends. LOL

somehow, they lasted for years. Opps! i meant their rumours. i wish you both all the best! HAHAHA!

LOVE EACH DAY

cny

2008-02-12T00:31:00.009+08:00

Drove pei zhen and felicia to supper. Huiqin can't join us cause her dad is damn fierce! Omg. We went to her hse around 2 midnight. And i was shocked and amused by how her neighbours welcome CHINESE YEAR YEAR! The whole corridor is filled with red banners and auspicious stuffs! And pz feli n me stood outside huiqin's gate for so long yet she dun wanna let us in! Next time we will kidnap you if you don't come with us again!!!

Went geylang for supper. I guessed i'm lucky. All the parking slots i come across is so easy to park, even parallel parking. If not, i really dunno what to do sia...

JASLYN! i miss jas!!! Met up with my bestfriend jaslyn, went to her house and i feel so welcome by her parents. haha, thanks for showing me around yr house. Headed to town for sashimi and kung fu dunk. jay chou is such a talent! While walking along the streets, there's this real crazy guy ran so fast that i have no time to dodge him, he bumped hard into me! THUD! he's running like a mad man escaping from mental hospital sia! XIA SI WO!

Sent my grandmother into A&E at ttsh in e morning. Waited outside and i saw several patients suffering in pain. Life is really unpredictable. A lifetime to live and spend with people you love is short. All i wanna do now is to embrace all loves. It's scary to even have the slightest thought of losing them. i'm afraid to grow old. And now that we'r older, time seems to fast rapidly compared to times when we were kids. i hope my grandmother will be fine=) she will.

met BESTIE!
My bestie have changed. I dunno why, she have changed. Prolly became prettier and i felt she have shrunk. LOL, she's like so petite now! Or have i grown fatter? oh shit.

Bestie bestie, met bestie at vivo. she wanted to take photos of vivo, it's part of her projects. And i tried to be nice you know... I kept showing my face in all her pictures, but she don't want! why u dun appreciate my good intentions! Had a good time laughing, most of the time it's me entertaining myself though=/

Watched AH LONG. It's so funny can!!!!! LMAO!!! ah long long long! ahlong ahlong ahlong! BESTIE LOVED ALONG! wahahhahaa. Xinying, rmb bestie forced us to go parkway foodcourt with her last time? LOL!

We had dinner at subway. I realised I ate the wrong bread when there's only like 1/4 left. Whereas, bestie had one bite and knew it's the wrong one cause mine have chilli sauce... But it's too late, i ate too fast. So in the end, i had like a foot long - 1/8 bread. SOrry bestie, i will not eat so fast already. hee.

Chinese new year!

Happy chinese new year. It is always the time of the year whereby you get to see relatives. Some I don't even know they existed. It's like every year i'll have new cousins. LOL. Had countless of steamboat. I accidentally scalded myself when my mum shoved my hand at one occasion when i tried to e soup from the steamboat pot! It's 100% hotness ok! And my skin looks like rotten meat now. YUCKS! My mum felt guilty after that but to save pride, she blamed me for drinking soup! haha. Funny mummy i have. Nonetheless, i still love her so much!

All i can remember of cny is visiting and eating. Very busy lah~ Didn't get alot of hongbaos this year leh! where's my CAI YUN?=(

Watched cj7 with joel huiwei jordan and pei zhen. Very cute movie. But bell bell is obviously cuter than that cj planet doggy lor.

Cj7

AND...

Last day of school! YAY!! finally finally finally!!! But i don't miss a thing YET. Maybe it's just 'yet'=)